The Incredible Blog

  • but can you mix?

    A very strange thing has happened in the world of DJing where one’s skill as a DJ is judged by some as one’s ability to play two or more songs at the same time. I don’t know about you, but when I am sitting at home listening to music I never put on two pieces of music simultaneously to enjoy. One song at a time works just fine for me. This dynamic doesn’t change when I’m dancing or when I’m Djing. I like one song at a time. Maybe if you DJ “tracks” based around little more than a kickdrum and some synth squiggles, then you very well may need two, three, or even more sources of music playing simultaneously to create anything of marginal textural or compositional interest (It probably won’t do anything for me, however).

    There are certain forms of repetitive dance music that always begin and end compositionally with 8 bars of percussion, specifically for the purpose of overlaying with another song of the same bpm. Most international music does not come with such “DJ-friendly” features and is not designed to be overlayed with another song. I don’t play tracks, I play songs. Usually with vocals. I have seen some bhangra DJs try to apply disco-mixing techniques to Panjabi music. Even when the primary beats are lined up as well as can be, the mix often sounds distractingly busy with the flurry of dhol beats, and often the vocals of the two songs will end up overlapping and clashing. Not a good look. I fully understand the importance of smooth transitions and keeping bodies moving, but I have seen many a dance floor undone by a DJ who was trying too hard to mix their selections. I will often witness that no matter how smoothly a technical DJ brings in a new song, the dancers will still clear the floor if it is not a song they want to dance to. Conversely, I have seen horrible train wrecks result in absolute abandon on the part of a room full of dancers if the next track is one they love. Two tracks that are not mixed may cause a slight hiccup on the dance floor, but a long awkward mix creates a much more distracting energy-depleting environment. Many DJs are convinced that they are not really DJing unless they traumatize the crowd with these embarrassingly drawn out episodes of ugliness. I see this often with DJs who are moving from DJing Western electronic music to more international music based in traditional rhythms. Their mixes sound great when they are DJing house music, and awfully embarrassing when they are attempting to play something more complicated rhythmically. Not all music is house music. Not all music is designed to be played simultaneously with other music that shares the same bpm.

    People obsessed with mixing are usually “DJs” who have never played outside their bedrooms. Real DJing is about getting people excited, getting them moving, and keeping them moving. It all depends on the crowd, but I have consistently watched seamless beat-matched electronic sets wage a war of attrition against the dance floor. People get fatigued by the lack of variable tempo and the monotony of an entire set where each song is chosen not because it is the best song for that moment, but because of its ability to match the exact same rhythm of the song before it. BORING. You can practice your techniques in your bedroom all you want. There is no guarantee that anyone will want to listen once you finally leave the bedroom. Better to force your unpracticed self to DJ for actual dancers, however limited your ability, so you can see what actually works, and not just wank off in your room thinking you are some badass.

    David Mancuso is as much a father of the original underground disco movement as anyone. He learned how to mix and then decided it didn’t agree with him. Now when he DJs he lets each song fade out to applause. After each song has been properly acknowledged he then goes on to the next. Now there is a man who realizes that the point is to feel music, not geek out on technical mixing.

    I saw a Drum’n’Bass show at the Ohm with Anjali many moons ago. There were only a few dancers on the floor. However the DJ booth was mobbed by heavy guys with baseball caps and hoodies. They surrounded the DJ staring motionless and silent until she began a mix. Then they all jumped up and down and went crazy. Then when she went into the next song they returned to their silent, fixated, stationary ways, only to get amped up again when she began her next mix. Uhhhh, isn’t MUSIC the point of this? No one surrounding the DJ booth expressed any interest in any of the tracks the DJ was playing, either with their voices or their bodiess. All that mattered was the mix. Technical DJs will sacrifice anything for the mix. I remember when I first went to see the Beat Junkies play a decade ago. They would drop some classic old hip-hop jams. But even when I was on the floor going “Yeah, they’re playing Eric B. and Rakim” I wondered why Rakim’s voice sounded so high-pitched. To me the voices of the greatest MCs are not to be trifled with. You don’t pitch Chuck D. up or down for the benefit of the mix. Fuck you. In fact I don’t like the casual up-and-down-pitching of songs to fit a mix. I want to hear the music as it was intended to be heard, not chipmunky or Oscar-the-Grouchy just so you can maintain your same bpm.

    I have no interest in playing a set where each song must match the tempo and rhythm of the song before it. If anything I want to vary the rhythm and tempo as much as possible in a set to keep things constantly surprising and challenging, both for me and the dancer. One of the best compliments I ever received in all my years of DJing was many years ago at a house party where a very musically-informed individual said he liked my sets because, “you never know what’s coming next.” I try. Yeah, sometimes I lose people by being too crazy and all-over-the-map (OK, I probably always lose them.), but I would rather lose people by being too crazy than for playing a set that is too monotonous. I understand there are people (on drugs) who want to hear an uninterrupted rhythm of the same bpm for an entire night. They hate “starting over” when the rhythm changes, and want to lose themselves in the dance (of one rhythm). That’s fine for them. I get bored no matter what the genre if it is the same rhythm over and over for 15 minutes or more. “But what about bhangra,” you ask, “doesn’t that get boring?” Well, for me, no. Bhangra is not the same as house, techno, trance, Drum’n’Bass. It is not limited to one rhythm. Bhangra is a folk music that contains dozens of rhythms. The bpm can vary from 80 to 180 depending on the song. Often an individual track will have different sections that jump from slowest to fastest and back, or vice versa. Modern bhangra will also incorporate any variety of other rhythms in with the traditional patterns. An “all bhangra” set could include, house, techno, drum’n’bass, reggae, dancehall, trance, 2-step, grime, hip-hop, along with the traditional rhythms. Some people may get sick of the tumbi and the dhols and the constant Panjabi vocals, but that is my idea of heaven. When I’m listening to the tumbi, the dhol, the algoza, and a good Panjabi singer, I don’t need anything else. That’s my idea of trance music.

    In my experience, really good DJs, who also happen to be technical DJs, have no issues with DJs who use feeling and not tempo to guide their track selections. (DJ Safi says the Japanese call these DJs “Free Soul DJs.” Or at least I assume that’s an English approximation of the Japanese term.) Real DJs love music. Succesful DJs don’t need to berate anyone else’s skills. Its the people who don’t really love music, but imagine themselves as some sort of rockstar DJ while they play free turntable night, if they ever even leave their room, that talk shit about DJs that can’t mix. Oftentimes these DJs’ entire musical knowledge will consist of the usual mainstream pop detritus we are all surrounded by, a few years of an electronic subgenre or two, and a few record labels that produce these subgenres. Their knowledge of the vast range and history of recorded music of this country is woefullly narrow, and of course they will have no knowledge of any traditional or popular music from anywhere else in the world.

    I’ll never forget a quote I read in a British DJ magazine years ago. A DJ was quoted as saying DJing is judged on a 5 point scale. You get 2 points for the songs you play, 2 points for the order you play them in, and 1 point for mixing.

    Peace,

    IK

  • Atlas rages / still trying to get out of my rut

    1/14/07

    If you happened to miss it, let me just start by saying that Atlas was off the hook. After celebrating three years at Holocene we took a month off and came back with our largest night ever. More than 500 people paid, with the club at capacity for hours, and a line out the door. I had a dance floor during my first set, and since that was the first set of the night, ending shortly after 10pm, that is pretty significant. Both rooms of the club were open and there was a packed dance floor in each room simultaneously all night.

    The OPB Art Beat episode featuring Anjali and I was re-broadcast last week and they highlighted our Saturday show at Holocene. I haven’t watched more than an hour or two a year of television since 1995. I had never owned a television personally until last year, when the dearly-missed Hyon Son Won left town and told us to raid her apartment for anything she left behind. We grabbed her TV and VCR, just because, yet they are still sitting unplugged in our laundry room on top the dryer many months later. TV simply doesn’t enter into my life at all, unless I want to watch Colbert excerpts on youtube. (Dave Chappelle and Ali G DVDs are another notable exception.) Because of this, when we are featured on televison, I am amazed to discover how many people do watch television, and happen to catch our fifteen minutes. I have no idea just how many people television reaches, until they are recognizing me on the street. Apparently people were arriving at Holocene all night telling Jacob our hard-working doorman that they were there because they had seen Anjali and I on OPB. At the end of the night he requested, “Can you guys not be on TV for awhile?”

    Our super-high attendance at Atlas was the result of a confluence of benevolent events. We had taken a month off. The month prior was our three year anniversary, which was featured in an article in the Willamette Week. There was the Art Beat episode. We got the pick of the week in the Mercury. Holocene was kind enough to run a prominent 1/4 page ad in the Mercury. And we had our guest Maga Bo. I had hoped these factors would combine to create a good party, but they created a GREAT party.

    I started the night out with a set designed to feature all sorts of stuff that was either brand new to me, or that I never play out. Kept to my plan pretty well. Anjali thought it was one of my best sets in forever and that I should have taped it. Needless to say I was far more critical of my performance than she. I’m ust glad I got to drop some Garifuna beats. (Los Juveniles de Garifuna, where are you?) E3 was up next with a wicked set that touched on a number of continents, with some nice Middle-Eastern and Balkan segments, among others. During his set the crowd swelled to capacity and the night just rolled on from there. Anjali was up next.

    One of the brilliant things about Anjali’s DJing is that she will often push things way beyond what people want or even expect. (Even I am often surprised at the direction she takes things.) When she started her set off with hardcore Panjabi Hip-hop and grime I knew she was going for broke. She very easily could have pulled off a bhangra set. The crowd was ready to lap it up, but she wanted to do something very different. She started off with “Boyz In Da Hood” featuring Deep Da 1 and Kamla Punjabi. Man did that sound good. The whole club was vibrating along with the track. She stayed with the hip-hop and grime feel for awhile. By the time she got around to dropping tracks like “Ranjha” by Himmat Singh the crowd was HYPED, jumping up and down during the bhangra breakdowns. After her set she told me, “I felt I just wanted to play Gypsy music.” That she did, with the later portion of her set featuring Balkan tracks and the new Ojos de Brujo amongst other surprises.

    Maga Bo then proceeded to get on his laptop and wow the crowd with a very dense collage of reggaeton, dancehall, hiphop, Funk Carioca and more. Nothing was a straight song, but a fusing of different rhythms and vocals. It was so dense and shifting, and except for some Missy vocals, and the song “Zingy” by Ak’sent and Beenie Man I don’t think I recognized anything from his entire set. He used the reggaeton beat a lot, but he wasn’t playing reggaeton songs, just using the rhythmic platform as a base. There was a touch of Funk Carioca rhythms, but once again, not straight songs. He only played an hour and a half, but during his mix time felt endless. In a good way. So good that I forgot I was going to have to go on after him. I rarely get out of my DJ headspace at a party, but I certainly did on Saturday. I had to refocus my energy on getting back on stage after enjoying talking and dancing with friends while listening to the other DJs.

    I’ve been wallowing in my DJ depression for a while now. I think I forget the few times were I feel OK about my DJing (assuming these times actually exist) and so my depression feels like one long interrupted bout of dissatisfaction, stretching back for years. I try to snap out of it. I certainly don’t have any problem finding music that excites me and that I’m eager to share. Its the part about feeling good about my performance while I”m onstage and afterwards that is so hard for me. Even when I receive a lot of praise.

    I felt the need to play another set at least partially dedicated to James Brown. The opening to “Make It Funky” is just too perfect at intimating what I have in store for people:

    (Bobby asks:) What you gonna play now?

    (James Brown says:) Bobby, I dont know but whats it ever I play Its got to be funky!

    (Bobby says:) yeah

    I started out with one of the wonderful JB-jacking tracks off the new Specialist and Tru-Skool. I then went into some hard bhangra. I knew there were desis in the room that had been waiting a long time to hear some Indian music and so I wanted to give them some of the hard stuff before deciding what to do next. I was torn between different people’s desires on the dance floor. People I know want to hear Hindi songs. People I know want to hear Panjabi songs. People who want an around-the-world mix, who would appreciate something other than bhangra. People who don’t know what they want, they just want to dance. It’s so hard for me when I want to please more than one person and I know that in so doing I will not entirely please anyone, especially myself. What I want to hear is probably not what anyone wants to hear. I’ve been aching to play what the wonderful Murray Cizon calls “merengue on crack” in my sets for a long time now, but rarely get around to it. Whiteys don’t always do too well with hard Latin rhythms. I say “dance and have fun” but a lot of goreh clear the floor because they feel they don’t know how to dance “the right way” to a Latin beat. To make matters worse, the few Latin dancers in a crowd usually want to hear salsa, and not the more straightforward merengue beat. Much less a “merengue on crack” beat that is so fast and unrelenting all they can do is hope to keep up, much less show off some fancy footwork. So as much as I had lightning merengue on my mind (La Banda Chula!!), that is not what I ended up doing. Because of the television feature I knew there were people at the club eager to hear more bhangra. When my first Panjabi tracks were greated with a renewed dance floor I figured I could probably go that route until the end of my set. But I didn’t want to. The supernaturally-informed world music afficianado, Jacques, had flown in for the gig, and I always try to rise to the challenge of playing something especially envigorating for him. After a blistering opening salvo of dhol-bangers I made a radical left turn (surprised?) for some hard techno kuduro (It being a new discovery for me). Then the fabulous (fabulous!) new “XR2” by M.I.A. Not sure where to then. The time passed very quickly and before I knew it, it was 2:45am and I still had a dance floor. Hmmmm. Time for a classic . . .

    For the second time in recent months at Holocene the sound system shut down during my last set. Maybe it’s trying to tell me something. At first only one CD player died, rudely interrupting the classic “Tera Yaar Bolda” by Surjit Bindrakhia. To make matters worse the only thing I had lined up on my various media playing devices was “Frikitona” by Plan B, which was hardly an appropriate follow-up. Some time in the next song or so the sound system shut down again entirely. It came back in time for me to end the night with some ’50s James Brown ballads. All in all a crazy, epic night. I’m still not feeling great about my DJing but I am very excited about my next gig. Anjali and I are off to Vancouver, BC to play the opening night of the Vancouver International Bhangra Competition with the Beats Without Borders crew. There are more Panjabis in Vancouver than anywhere else in North America, so I’m twitching to drop some of the hard stuff for the community. Brrrraaaaaaahhh! Whenever I’m down I just need some bhangra to get pumped.

    IK

  • old don good, new don bad

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    1/13/07

    Our friends Kyle and Nimmi invited us over to a fabulous Indian feast last night followed by a screening of the new remake of Don. First of all let me just state the obvious by saying that Sharukh “The Blubberer” Khan is no Amitabh Bachchan, Kareena Kapoor is no Helen, and Priyanka Chopra will never be Zeenat Aman!zeenat.jpg

    From the beginning the movie was ridiculous, Bollywood trying to do knockoff HK fights by way of the Matrix. And we are supposed to somehow believe Sharukh is the fearsome head of a criminal organization. Like we are supposed to buy his hideously busy matching shirts and ties with the collars unbuttoned and the ties around his bare neck. don3.jpgYeah right.

    Kareena Kapoor trying to recreate the Helen dancing scene is an absolute joke. The choreography is truly awful (as is the case throughout the entire film). She dances like an awkward, spasmatic chicken. Putting her in a tight, short gold lame dress does nothing to make her sexy, just embarrassing. At some point we are introduced to the Zeenat character played by Priyanka and we are supposed to believe this skinny girl is a martial arts badass. Just as unbelievable as “Kill Bill” trying to get us to think that Uma Thurman is some deadly assassin. The movie offered me no reason to stay awake, and I questioned the other viewers’ interest in my constant scathing commentary, so I passed out on the couch. I came to, here and there, in time to see some more sub-Matrix fighting and more awful choreography. I was fully embarassed, realizing that I have been playing the remakes of the original “Don” songs from this film at our gigs. Techno-sounding versions of these classics are very functional on the dance floor in the 21st century. However, after seeing how catastrophically these songs have been “picture-ized” I was retroactively mortified for every time I played one of these versions. They sounded OK on the soundtrack, but they sounded a million times worse as I watched their inept visualizations on the screen. There is a bhang lassi scene, though, and you can’t really front on bhang lassis. There is a twist ending which I will not reveal, which is probably the only thing the movie has going for it. Lame. You can’t top the twenty-minute-martial-arts-showdown-in-the-cemetery scene from the original. Oh well. Everyone knows you can’t remake a classic.

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    What do you think, have the people behind the marketing campaign for the new Don seen “The Matrix?”

  • The allure of choreographed violence

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    1/11/07

    Thinking about Frank Miller’s impact on my early life has caused me to reflect on my longtime love for choreographed violence. There was an amazon reviewer writing about one of Frank Miller’s Dark Knight projects mentioning that what Frank does best is visually is depict violent acts. Yep. As someone who has no interest in the perpetuation of real-life violence on a small or large scale, I have still somehow always loved the fictional representation of violence. And not Saw III type violence, the lurid inevitability of serial killer films, killer.jpgbut what John Woo calls “romantic violence.” Whether the fists, feet, and improvised weapons of Jackie Chan,police-story-e.jpg or the ballet of bullets of Woo’s own work, I love me some highly stylized and choreographed violence. In fact, a martial arts film, or a highly stylized action film, are more likely to get me into the theater than any thing else. (Except for a new mind-twister David Lynch film. “Inland Empire” anyone? Or Sacha Baron Cohen’s next opus.) I never want to fire a gun at someone or inflict violence with my hands, but I love watching portrayals of this, done gracefully, and artfully. I know I am not alone in this among peace-lovers. There is something about fantasy violence that appeals to all sorts of otherwise pacifistic, non-violent personalities.

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    When I was living in Egypt as a child I saw a Zorro movie (My attempts to track this down have me convinced it was a 1975 Italian version directed by Duccio Tessari and starring Alain Delon, but I have never re-watched it to verify this.) with a climactic duel winding up the inside stairs of a tower. This movie so affected me that my mother made me a long Zorro cloak that I would wear in the hot Egyptian sun, stalking the gardens of our apartment’s front yard, looking for any signs of evil-doers. In my childhood I loved Westerns and was simultaneosly confused and put-off by War films. I liked the loner romanticism of the Western and not the order-following pursuit of death of the War film.

    There was this AMAZING zine out of Chapel Hill, North Carolina in the mid ’90s called “Trash” that had an excellent article on Sam Raimi, John Woo, and Peter Jackson and how they were being courted by Hollywood at the time precisely because of their ability to artistically portray violence. Lotta money in that, the portraying of violence. In fact, what with Sam’s success with Spider-Man, and Woo’s with MI2, and Jackson’s with Lord of the Rings, I’d say Hollywood got their money’s worth. The main guy behind “Trash” was a genius (Not least because unlike nearly everyone on earth he realized what an incredible film “Twin Peaks: Fire Walk With Me” was.) The zine had stopped and he had left Chapel Hill by the time of my last visit there in the summer of ’96. Where did he go?

    To this day I don’t think anyone has topped the Hong Kong New Wave for choreographed violence, and all the best action films not frombruce_willis_i_last_101991o.gif Hong Kong either make use of Hong Kong action directors or borrow heavily from their innovations. Walter Hill’s film “Last Man Standing” was the first Western action film during the height of my Hong Kong obsession in the ’90s that I actually thought had compelling action scenes, and Buce Willis two-guns-blazing shtick chow.jpgcould never have existed without John Woo.

    Well, Mr. Incredible, if you are so into choreography and grace, why don’t you go to the ballet? This is something I think about a lot. To what extent is my aesthetic enjoyment of bodily movement dependent on a spin ending with a kick to someone’s throat, or a leap ending up with an elbow on someone’s head (Tony Jaa, represent!)? I’d say pretty important. Even though I do not engage in physically violent acts in my daily life, I am well aware of how my mind is populated by such visions as I go about my work. Are these visions of violence helpful and productive? Do they create a more kind and loving Kid? Probably not. I’ll still go run out to see the new Tsui Hark or Yimou Zhang in a heartbeat. One of life’s contradictions: I want peace, but I want to watch artfully-depicted violence. “Curse of the Golden Flower” here I come.

    IK

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  • more frank miller?

    Now this was a comic I read over and over. Some of the best choreographed fights in comics I had seen at the time. And, unless I’m forgetting something, they were only bested by Miller’s own future works.

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    So, what is up with all the Miller nostalgia? Well, the last post was written simply to capitalize on the fact that I had just read the “Daredevil: Man Without Fear” miniseries. I have a hard time reviewing anything because I feel my memory is not fresh and accurate enough, unless I have just finished something. Even then, I doubt my conclusions and feel I need to take another look. I read so many positive reviews of “Man Without Fear” online after panning it that I felt like I needed to read it again just to be fair to my childhood hero. Haven’t been able to bring myself to do it again. I don’t like the art and I don’t like the writing. Hard to give it a second chance.

    Since writing that post I have meditated on just how much Frank Miller dominated my adolescent imagination. Over and over his works raised the bar for just how awesome comics could be for a male adolescent. I have been so disinterested in his work for so long that I had lost touch with how much Miller dominated my budding imagination. I was having memories of how just the sketches of his then forthcoming “Batman: Dark Knight Returns” caused me to create a dozen rip-offs at the time. miller.jpgHis artwork struck me as so powerful and iconic and perfect. In fact I just now went and ordered online an old issue of Amazing Heroes that featured these sketches along with work from “Elektra: Lives Again.” Realizing just how influential he was to me I felt unfair about writing a post trashing him for a perceived drop in quaility. It has made me want to go back and pick up series I had blown off to see if I was missing anything. Yeah, just like I did with “Man Without Fear.” No matter how disappointing that was I am still seeking out other overlooked works. I read “DK2.” Not sure if I had ever gotten all the way through before. I know initially I never bothered to even buy the last issue. Amazon is filled with hateful reviews but I feel like I am more sympathetic than most even if the impact of the series on me was negligible. I also just read “300” seeing how there is a movie coming out and all. My first Miller post has initiated a massive bout of reflection on the man, his work, and its influence on me. I have been so disinterested in his work for 15 years now that I had to remember just how central the man was to my creative consciousness throughout the ’80s. No one’s creative work so impacted me again and again for such a stretch of years. Until Grant Morrison . . .

    IK

  • How did frank milller fall off so fucking hard?

    1/5/07

    I just finished reading the collected “Daredevil: The Man Without Fear” by Frank Miller. The limited series was first published 1993-1994, and was Frank Miller’s attempt to go back and re-tell Daredevil’s origin story integrating the characters Miller created during his stint on the title in the ’80s. The original Frank Miller run on Daredevil was one of the major comic book revelations of my childhood. daredevil175cover250.jpgI found a stack of issues from this run at a garage sale for a quarter each back around ’81-’82 which was the only way I could afford to buy more than an issue or two as a child. After Jack Kirby, Frank Miller was the biggest influence on me wanting to become a comic book writer and artist. Frank Miller continued to be one of my all-time favorite comic book creators up through his writing on “Elektra: Assassin,” “Daredevil: Born Again,” and “Batman: Year One.” Then after that point (in the late ’80s) whatever work of his I picked up just didn’t have “it” anymore. His work on “Ronin” and “Elektra: Assassin” were absolutely the most powerful artistic experiences I had as an adolescent. After finishing “Ronin” with the fold-out pages at the end ronin.jpgI sat stunned in my room for the evening, completely emptied. I still use the ending of that series and the “Elektra: Assassin” series as my gold standards for the powerful impact I expect the ending of a narrative to have. (I loved Bendis’s recent run on Daredevil but I found the ending of his tenure to be more of a “to be continued” than a powerful finale.) When “Elektra: Assassin” issued in 1986 that was the most experimental comics work I had seen both visually (Bill Sienkiewicz) and narratively (Miller) by a longshot up until that point.

    Some people love Frank’s “Sin City” stuff. I’ve read a handful of the collections, and while they are readable, I find them uninspiring, cliche-ridden, formulaic noir. They just don’t do it for me. That is how I’ve felt about all his work since his incredible peak in the ’80s.

    batmandarkknight3.jpgI was so uninterested in his work by the time the “Daredevil: Man Without Fear” limited series dropped that I never bothered to even read a single issue. I finally picked up the “Daredevil: Man Without Fear” collection this week to see if I had missed anything when I blew if off during its initial publication. Well, I didn’t miss much. The writing comes off as very amateurish and uninspired. Its attempts at being writerly are flat and unmoving. I have never been a fan of Johnny Romita Jr. as an artist and this series didn’t change that for me. I find his linework totally unappealing. His work is too comic-booky for me to effectively illustrate a “dark” series like this. I don’t care for his depictions of Matt Murdock (at any age) or Elektra. There are moments with some dramatic power that I have to cop to in the art, but I basically just didn’t appreciate him on this series at all. Despite finding the writerly tone of the series embarrassing I was at first open to Miller’s attempts to more thoroughly graft his character creations to the Daredevil origin story. Unfortunately I didn’t buy the character of the young Stick or his nighttime training sessions with Matt. Trying to retcon in a tragic early mistake of Matt’s that would haunt him forever (despite him never having thought about it in the comic before) didn’t work for me at all. The young sidekick was as unbelievable and lame (and unnecessary) at they all are. The kidnapping plot and the assassin Lark, equally uninspired and lame. The only interesting thing for me were the details Miller mentioned showing just how depraved the activities of Kingpin’s crime organization are.

    Frank, what happened?

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  • Time wears on, confidence grinds down to zero

    1/4/07

    It feels like forever and forever since I’ve felt good about DJing.  I love  researching music.  I love buying music.  I love listening to music.  In the abstract I look forward to playing music for people, but when it comes down to going on stage and performing, I don’t have any motivation or enthusiasm.  I used to be so desperate to DJ.  Hungry.  Always doing it for free, or paying to do it, in terms of renting equipment for various parties.  I was indefatigable.  I used to get gigs that would involve my playing from 7pm-5am and I wouldn’t ask anyone else to DJ with me.  I was so hungry to play music for people that I wanted to be able to do it all night long without interruption.  Now I rarely have a gig that requires more than an hour shift from me, and even then I don’t mind if my time gets cut into and I play an even shorter set.  One of the things about playing with Anjali is that she will often be so good that I feel like there is little good in my going on at all.  I only see myself as a rude interloper in a beautiful situation created between her and the crowd.

    I used to be such a confident DJ.  In my early years I felt like you could put me on in front of any crowd in any situation and I was guaranteed to rock it.  Any time I watched another DJ at a house party I thought, “I could get this crowd so much crazier if only I could go on.”  Now I question my ability to do anything other than irritate and annoy an audience with my incompetence and inscrutable track  selections.  Rather than feeling that I am the right DJ for every situation I now doubt if I am ever an acceptable DJ for any situation.  My self-criticism gets more and more severe and unrelenting.

    I was reading some music forum online and someone was talking about how sick they are of the cliche of DJs who play “international urban music.”  Wow, I’ve  never seen or heard of a DJ who plays sets like me, but somehow I am a cliche?  I try to provide the most interesting and unusual sounds and combinations, but I’m actually just a cliche.  One of the few things that can motivate me is to feel like I am providing something no one else could or would, and instead I learn I am delusional and only doing something highly imitative and banal.

    Just another ghetturista ethnic-appropriating white boy.  Cut my body to ribbons with the jagged edges of discarded vinyl records and throw my shredded body on to the fire.

    IK

  • Threshold NYE / No reason to DJ except for James Brown

    1/2/06

    Today is the first day of 2007 in which I feel awake (despite being desperately tired).  The actual first day of 2007 was a groggy fog of eating with friends and family.  Thank you to Alex for the lucky lentils, and the folks for another proud installment of Asian New Year’s Day Feast.

    Anjali absolutely rocked New Year’s Eve.  I witness just about every one of her sets, and when she is ON, she is ON.  And New Year’s Eve she was ON FIRE!  The crowd was eating out of her hands.  She was leading them in the dance from the stage and many of them ended up joining her on stage for riotous dancing during her set.  Knowing that if I were to go on I could do little except rudely break the bond between DJ and dancers and clear the floor, I encouraged her to keep playing as long as she wanted.
    However, as happy as I would have been to let her play all night, a friend in need necesitated Anjali leaving the venue, while I took her place behind the tables.  I figured the only thing I could do, that needed to be done, was a tribute to James Brown. At the Threshold New Year’s Eve event we were DJing there were two floors of music. Downstairs the soundtrack was seemingly electro breakbeats from what little I heard.  Such a sound wouldn’t even exist without James Brown.  I didn’t know what sort of James Brown tracks or samples or remixes were being played downstairs, but I wasn’t going to let the night pass without my own tribute to James Brown.
     

    I started out with “Try Me.”  It was an abrubt change from the absolutely brutal desi Drum’n’Bass that Anjali had been playing right before.  The energy level was so intense of course I questioned dropping a ballad immediately following, but that wasn’t going to stop me from honoring the man.  Such was my condition that night that it was my primary wish for my set that I could remain standing upright, and not leave vast passages of dead air during the half hour I had before the next performers were due to hit the stage.  I got in my James Brown songs.  I remained upright.  There was no dead air.  At no point did everyone leave the dance floor.  Mission accomplished.  Happy New Year!

    IK

    PS Thanks to DJ Globalruckus for dropping the Manak-E “Boliyan” track.  I stopped playing that so much recently and was reminded of how much I love it. 

  • Taste is subjective

    12/28/06

    Music is a funny thing.  One person’s favorite most cherished song, artist, album, genre is another person’s most hated.  What sends one person to bliss sends another to hell.  Some people get it in their head that their biases are somehow better and more educated than another’s.  People who think their tastes are somehow “objective” and thereby should be the standard for judging quality for the other six billion human earth residents.  Whether these people have “good” taste in our eyes or not is irrelevant. It is obnoxious to be around someone who somehow thinks they were appointed to be the arbiter of good taste.
        

    Unlike people who think there is such a thing as a “perfect” piece of art, I think there are a million things wrong with everything created by human hands.  The difference between something I love and something I hate is that the million things wrong don’t bother me in the former, but one or more do in the latter.  Any time I like something I know there are a million reasons someone else would hate it.  Its just that none of those million things interfere with my love for it at all.  Then again, there could be something that is otherwise perfect in my eyes, but all it would take is one flaw that happens to personally bother me, and I wouldn’t be able to stand it.  Nex time you are listening to your favorite music think of all the reasons someone might hate it.  No doubt you can find some, even if those reasons don’t interfere with your enjoyment, or are actually the cause of it.  I wish more people realized just how subjective their tastes are, and how its fine if you like it, but just don’t think there is anything wrong with the people who don’t.  Conversely, just because you hate something doesn’t mean it’s not A-OK for everyone else to love it.

     IK

  • the return of relative health

    12/26/06

    For those of you on edge, frantically rechecking this space for news of my health, I will report that today is the first day that I don’t in fact, feel sick.  My typical tired and under-slept, yes, but no longer sick.  Thankfully.  The only thing I will miss about my illness was the accompanying weight loss, which can hopefully be maintained.   Looking forward to this weekend, and not being miserable, while having to DJ two long nights in a row.  I’ve got a lot of filmi to listen to between now and then.  I’m not doing as thorough a job as I’d like of keeping up with my recent purchases.  Even if Himesh has slowed down of late.  Thanks to everyone who listened to our radio show the other night.  We do try to keep it new and different for you

    IK